Wednesday, March 26, 2008

There's that pervasive sort of tiredness

that you can almost feel leaking into your bones. I'm not feeling it now, so I have to say that any attempt at describing it right now would not reach the level I would want it to reach. So I'll just throw it out there for now. There is that pervasive sort of tiredness.

I am happy that I have more time left, but I wish that I had more. I do not want to die. I would like to have enough time to do everything I wanted, and to do it without feeling that I'm doing it just so I can cross it off of some transcendental to-do list. I want to live and experience without constantly feeling that I'm doing it so that I can say that I am living and experiencing.

No comments: